The title says it all. Yes, I am a huge Coldplay fan. Got my very first guitar, but still struggling to pick up strumming, technique and chords.
Quote from a friend: "Moping period is over. Get a life dude!"
I've been telling the world i want to up my game, but i think i have been too hard on myself. Now that I think about it, i do regard myself as a robot; day after day of no sleep to do work or personal interests.
The feeling sucks doesn't it? Being put up so high just to be let down all the way again. Success is falling 7 times and standing up 8. But i do suppose it isn't easy to stand. The natural human behaviour is to stay in our comfort zones.
That's probably why i haven't been feeling comfortable at all. Thank God for my immune system though, I haven't fell sick. Yet.
I need to learn to manage my time better.
Thank you Soloz, i was supposed to replace Roy but i went there and found Roy. Nonetheless you took me out of a 6pm lecture at 4.30pm, and i got to see the top gamers in action again. :p
Another Thank you goes to my dad, who helped warm up the food for me last night when i reached home late. Also, he gave me 300$ as my budget to get my guitar on Thursday with Lucas. Awesome! I can't wait.
In terms of Music, I have to up my game as well. Skipping grade 7 for grade 8, which is a huge jump for someone who passed grade 6 on the second try.
One last thank you to Julia, who helped me up my confidence for my piano, if you didn't already know that. How coincidental that we both failed grade 6. :p
Enough of the failing, enough of the falling.
I'm picking myself up because nobody else has the pencil to continue my life drawing.
Just let me enjoy the breeze, because i don't care if i freeze.
Goodnight! :Z
As you can tell from the title, I am replacing Roy in a compy(competition) later, all thanks to SoloZ. This is my first exposure to the competition scene, even if it's just a mini one in SP thanks to DMIT.
Speaking of replacements, do you think it is easy to replace someone in your life? I doubt so. But we all still have to try. Because like i said, They may not be the perfect girl or guy, but its definintely worth one more try.
I should replace the laziness i have for enthusiasm.
Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.
I force myself to get up everyday, i force myself to live with a smile and say everything is okay;
I force myself to do what i cannot, i force myself to being who i am not.
Why?
Honestly, i have no idea.
I have no idea why i am so stoned out (or zoned out) lately, but it's definitely taking a toll on me. I guess i really need some burdens before i can forget what happened. Thankfully, my friend sent me the whole album of Owl City - Ocean Eyes. I guess it's pretty uplifting.
Challenge yourself, and when you know you've come further than you've ever been at that point of time, the sense of satisfaction will be so immense. I suppose that is what i'm doing; upgrading myself, improving myself, but at the same time enjoying the company of those around you.
Friends are like patches of sunlight through this valley of mountains we call Life.
I like this picture i found on icanhascheezburger.com, so with this i shall end my post here and wish everybody who's taking a major exam good luck!
C'est la vie. Such is Life.
I think i'm a person who thinks alot, and maybe sometimes too inappropriately. I guess i'm just stuck in this bottomless pit. But still i'm pressing my hands and feet against the walls, slowly climbing up.
But, i have thought things through, and i cannot let every single setback put me back in my comfort zone. I have to keep on, keeping on.
Being in logistics is really nothing to be relaxed about. Every little thing goes to do. You take all the crap. (Sai Kang Warrior) (SKW). Lol.
But i guess it's a great time to chillax when nobody from your Target Audience (TA) is studying, or even in the school grounds.
It really sucks to be doing nothing at all though. Haha.
Hello! I am new to onsugar, and have moved from blogger.com.
Hopefully, in time to come i will kick in the habit of blogging daily. Lol.
Catch me later! Chows.
It sure has been a long time since i've updated. I'm gonna convince myself to kick in this habit. I have another link on tumblr and onsugar, but it's private, for personal reason. heh.
I'll never be the same.
Don't walk behind me, for i may not lead.
Don't walk in front of me, for i may not follow.
Simply walk beside me and be my friend.
Still unable to kick in the daily habit of blogging. Guess I'll try after my piano exam, which is in 12 days.
Ever feel like your brain tells you something but your hands do something else? That's how i feel like when i touch the piano: aloof.
Looks like i need to give 100% undisputed attention towards this, unless i want to fail, AGAIN.
True, i have been used to failures, so i don't care what grades i get, i just want to know that i've done my best. Most of the time this doesn't turn out the way i expect it to.
Somehow, i still feel like everything within my capacity is unable to reach, and everything outside of my capacity is within my reach. Sounds kind of oxymoronic.
Guess I'm gonna go continue camping in front of my piano. Hopefully after this is over i can plan something for me and my friends to do. I know we're all rotting. Lol. Believe me, i rot the most.
Never say never.
The first person to say that is himself a hypocrite.
